Today, almost midnight, Wednesday, April 21st 2010......
I have had one of the hardest 3 days of my life. Never in my life did I think I would be a victim. There are things in this world that you don't wish upon anyone, even an enemy, and this whole ordeal is one of those things!
I posted a 30 second something video at my You Tube channel of an annotation of my being absent for a while. I think I said a week or 2, but in all honesty, I really don't know. I can't start talking without holding back tears or just fall out bawling...it's even hard typing just this much out. But, for me, it has always been easier to journal and cry, journal and cry and journal and cry some more. I know it may sound , I don't know...something along the lines of extremely emotional...I've always been sort of that way anyways, so really, I can't help it.
While mentioning a "tragic accident" on the video, I should have maybe been a little more specific. Although because of this ordeal being under investigation still, I need to limit what I say, since the case is not closed yet. So here I am , gonna try and explain a little...so please bare with me.
Early afternoon on Sunday April 18th, there was a "car accident"...and there was a death. My daughter and her friend and myself were in my car and we WERE NOT hurt, thank God! We are just very shook up about it and I think I am having the hardest time of the 3, although my daughters friend is having some anxiety but is ok and getting medical attention. My daughter says she's ok and really does seem to be, although I was expecting things to hit when she wasn't expecting it, and she did, in class...just started crying. I wish the girls were not in the car AT ALL!
I wish that I could explain all that happened, but I have been instructed to not speak about it. Makes no sense that the media felt free to show and speak my name....so not right! I guess I should stop writing about this...but I wanted whoever reads this post to know that I and my family are ok, not hurt physically from this accident.
I am going to ask for anyone who believes in prayer or positive thoughts, please remember us. And as soon as I am given the go to talk about it, I will repost an update. I hope to come back soon. I miss my YT scrappy sisters.
I rec'd a lot of packages in the mail these last 2 days and they have lifted my soul! I am trying to make my RAK vids without melting down....I have 1 more to go, and I will post them next week. Thanks for all the awesome things you all have given me....you've made me smile!
Thank you so much everyone for all those comments and all the messages you've sent me. I really appreciate all the prayers and well wishes! Thank you! Thank you!
xoxo always, Jules